Since I started my new venture, I’ve been so amazingly blessed. God, you are so good to me!
I love reading my old entries. I’m so glad I started this blog
Its amazing how much you can love someone. I look at Charlotte and my heart just swells with so much love. I still don’t understand how we made such a beautiful baby. Its been tough and exhausting the last couple of weeks, but my god, its been wonderful having her in my arms.
She is such a blessing.
"Does it hurt your feelings sometimes that Charlotte doesn’t want you?"
"Yes. I’m her dad. Why doesn’t she want me?"
I asked him that the other day when she didn’t want to go to him. I feel bad for the husband. There are times when Charlotte only wants me and no one else and rejects her dad. I know it makes him sad because he loves her so much and just want her to be happy. He gets frustrated sometimes because she would be with him and crying for me (usually at night times). He told me we need to have a child that would like him, haha.
Anyway, totally random but I know she’s going to grow up and just love him. She’s going to be a total daddy’s girl. He would move heaven and earth for her. I’m just savoring this time that she likes me. I already know he’s going to be the ‘fun’ parent, but he’s a great dad. An OK husband at times, but great dad. He just needs to be patient…she’ll see how uncool Mommy is and just want to hang out with Daddy in no time.
Do your children prefer one parent over the other?
Never Grow Up, Taylor Swift
Put my baby down to sleep at 8, fell asleep with her…and now it’s almost 3. Dang it. Get up and do some work or keep sleeping?
Just got my period, at work. Go figure. Sigh.